Tuesday 16 April 2013

Not nothing, but a lot

Heaviness filled the vaccum in me a few minutes back, but now that I've got the music on, I feel light..almost hollow.
I'm just blabbering my thoughts out in words..would've written'em down in my Diary but I accidentally don't have it with me at the moment.
Nevermind, a change has taken place in me since the last one week, post my trip to the South. I see my mind has temporarily gone narrower, observing too tightly with a scrutinizing mind everything and everyone who acts unreasonable. There is a lot of negativity that has gotten into me all of a sudden, I almost despise myself for it. I wish I could be cheerful again. I know the root to all this negativity but it feels like I've reached the brim of my patience. I can't take no unworthy and unreasonable people no more. Only a few, other than my family, whom I love with all my heart, are the ones making the days tolerable for me. Thanks to you two guys.
Music is so comforting, I can't hate no more!

Friday 25 January 2013

You Guys!

"Start writing", signaled the voice in my head to me.
Been months I haven't wrote a word, perhaps that is why I'm finding it a little hard to think deep into me to put it into words.
So I start writing, obeying the voice in my head, like a machine performs its function, objectively, when signaled to by the operator.
I don't have a particular emotion in my mind that I'd like you, reader, to empathize with but I'm just gonna state all that I've gone through these last 5 months of my happy life!
Was very scared to step on this new stone, but I had to and kept walking until I crossed all the inhibitions and reached my new found friends.
Oh yes! I know the Topic now, haha!
This post is dedicated to You Guys: Jayanth, Madhvi, Akansha, Prashant, Nitesh, Twishi and, somewhere, Manish.
No matter all the misunderstandings we've gone through or might go through in the future, I know we will come out victorious with our ever-living friendship. We might assume that some of us are not as equally dedicated to 'us' as some of us are, nevertheless you must notice that we are still together- happily.
I don't want to write anything to overwhelm you guys, (the tool I usually use to make my writings look interesting :p), but would only like to thank you for being together up-till now.
I don't need to repeat the fun and fights we all must have experienced among ourselves, since I'm pretty sure of the nostalgia we all are going to go through after our batch passes out!
All I'm going to mention is the fact that you guys have, presently, occupied a very important part of my life which I don't think anyone will ever be able to procure.
YOU ALL WILL ALWAYS BE REMEMBERED.
P.S. All we need is a room provided with weed, alcohol and cigarettes and I bet we could spend our whole lives making fun of Manish in there, haha!

And since I could not find any picture with all of us together, here is a video with all of us 'technically' together where I am recording the video in my phone and you all are giving away a message to Madhvi :D